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After I walked outside Manda’s hospital room, I called Brandii and Sean to come pick me up. They came fast, and dropped me off at my house. No cars were outside, so I just went inside to grab as much of my stuff as possible. I packed it all up in a duffel bag and then I climbed into the shower.
I kept thinking about how I had been unfaithful to Ty, and with one of his best friends! I know that Chris and I didn’t have sex, but we still kissed, and I felt like I was terrible. But I would make it up to Ty. I washed the sand from my hair and my body, and used Ty’s favorite body-wash that I had. I climbed out of the shower, and got dressed in some cut offs and a white v neck and left with my duffel.
I walked the entire way to Ty’s house, but it didn’t bother me. I needed to the time to think. I finally got there, and rang the doorbell, waiting for him to come answer it. I knew his mom wasn’t home.
“Ness, baby… What’s going on?”
He took my duffel from me, and let me in. I walked straight to his room, and he followed, though slowly. He had a boot on, and didn’t need crutches anymore, I guessed, but I knew my duffel was heavy.
“Umm..” I began, but I burst into tears as I tried to tell him about my parents.
“Baby… what’s wrong?” He said as he stood in front of me. His bed was high, and he placed his hands on my thighs as he leaned close to me.
“Last night… My… Oh goshhh.. Okay. Last night, Chris and I walked in on my dad and his mom. Fucking.”
“What?!” Ty gasped.
“They were practically naked in the living room. I can’t stay there. I hate him. I hate him.” Ty hugged me to his chest, and I cried into his shirt.
“Baby, you don’t have to stay there. Stay here with me. You don’t even have to ask, okay?”
I nodded and he smoothed my still wet hair down until I calmed down. Soon I was only sniffling.
“So.. What happened after? Where did you go?”
I decided to give some of the truth.
“Chris and I ran out. We just drove out to the beach because we couldn’t go home. We ended up staying at the beach till Manda called us. She was attacked last night by Keeis.” I knew that would take his mind off me and Chris being at the beach over night.
“Is she good?”
I nodded. “Yea, she’s fine now, and Chris is gonna probably stay with her, or maybe he can go home and she stays with him, cause Keeis was like crazy. He climbed in her window. He tried to rape her.”
“Damn.. Man if another Nigga EVER put his hands on you… Nessa, I love you. I couldn’t bear for another guy to have you.”
I felt guilty, but I couldn’t tell Ty. I couldn’t.
“I love you too.” I leaned forward and kissed him gently, and I felt his hands tighten on my thighs as he deepened the kiss. I could feel myself growing turned on, and I moved on to his neck, sucking on him, as he pulled at my v neck. He got it off and pushed me back onto the bed.
“Scoot up.” He commanded and I listened, and he climbed on top of me. He began to kiss my neck and my chest as he caressed my body. It felt good, so right to be with him, and I wanted to make him feel good this time.
“You lay down.” I said, and he gave me a questioning look.
“Babe. Listen to me.”
He shook his head playfully, and he began to lay back as unbuttoned his jeans. I could feel his body tense up as I pulled his jeans off, but I kept going. I pulled his boxers down and his erect dick popped out into my hands. I felt him shift and he lifted his head to look down at me. I knew he was shocked because I rarely did this, but I wanted to today. Slowly I put the head of his dick into my mouth and swirled my tongue around it, and I could hear his breathing change. He let out a slight moan, and I continued to lower on him, slowly easing him deeper and deeper.
I bobbed back and forth, making a suction feeling, and I hummed to cause vibration. He was clenching the sheets my now, and I knew he was gonna bust soon, so I stopped.
He opened his eyes and sat up.
“Damn. You really just gon stop?”
I nodded. “I kinda want the dick now babes.” I purred.
“You finna get it too.”
And with that, Ty undid my cutoffs and pulled my undies off, before going deep in me until I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Ok, so let’s finish this project quickly so we can finally present.”
I sat across the library table with Shad, and we both had our book opened as we studied the acts.
“I guess. So… how are you and Gui doing?”
I grilled him before answering.
“Just making sure he’s treating you right.”
I nodded and pointed out a passage.
“Look, we should use this part right here, to talk about the tone, when Romeo’s friend is dying and he gives that monologue… We can use that as a foreshadowing.”
He jotted it down, and I continued scanning.
“I have a question though…”
“Oh my God, WHAT?” I spat, thinking he was going to ask something else about me and Gui.
“Chill. It’s about Ashley, she was a cheerleader here… Do you know if she was messing with anybody?”
I gave him a confused look.
“No actually. I don’t.. Why? Do you know where she has been? Cause she has really been MIA.”
“Oh, um… she getting homeschooled I think.”
I just nodded.
“Oh.. I guess.” I said, not really interested in what he had to say about her. She was irrelevant to me to be honest. And he had no type of interesting gossip? Not worth my time.
Shad was pretty cool though, once you got past his cocky side. We had been working on the project at school, and he was really funny. He had the same type of dirty humor I had, so it was a good thing that we were paired up. If I had gotten a geek, this project would have been hella lame.
I admired his green eyes, and we continued our project while I waited for Gui’s text saying he was outside the library from practice. He said he had a surprise for me.
Gui put his hands over my eyes and walked me into the house. I was confused about where we were going, but I was excited.
Finally we stopped walking and he removed his hands.
“Happy 1 month baby.” He said, and he hugged me from behind. In front of me, there was dinner on the table, with candles lit.
“This is so sweet Gui!” I gushed. It was sweet. He was really overboard with everything. It wasn’t bad or anything.. He was just really emotional all the time. I guessed I wished sometimes he would be a bit meaner to me.
We sat at the table and we began to eat.
“So, how was working with buddy today? He kept his hands to himself?”
I rolled my eyes.
“Yes bae. We’re almost done anyways. But he did ask me about Ashley… you know she’s homeschooled now. I wonder what happened. She was like how Vanessa is.. all into school and athletics, like… I wonder why she left.”
“He knows Ashley? But she was gone by the time he got here…”
“I didn’t really ask. Maybe they used to date.. He asked if I knew if she had been messing with anyone.”
Gui had stopped eating. He was really in some deep thought over Ashley and Shad.
“Babe. It’s not anything to worry about. Can we focus on me and you?” I was really starting to hate how jealous he was. It wasn’t like I had done anything with the Nigga. And then how he zoned out thinking about Ashley and Shad… I don’t know. Gui was acting weird lately… And I know he was on that shit… I knew I needed to say something… I figured it was best to just bring it up.
“Gui… I know you took stuff for your arm.” I said as I looked down at my plate, twirling the spaghetti around the fork.
I could hear his fork clank on the plate.
“I know. You took. Shit for. Your arm.” I said, looking up at his brown eyes this time.
“How do you know?”
“I heard you when you got the phone call.”
“Oh.” He looked down at his plate. “I didn’t go through with it. I mean, I took it to finish the game.. but only because the coach said I could. You remember when Rondo and Wade had that collision and Rondo took that shot? It was like that. Don’t worry baby. I’m not like these other people. I don’t need drugs.”
He smiled up at me, and I was glad that he wasn’t becoming like those pro wrestlers and shit on TV.
“Ok baby.” I stood up and stretched seductively, closing my eyes and letting out a slight moan. I was tired of dinner. I was ready to get to the good stuff.
When I opened my eyes, Gui was staring at me like he was ready. I backed up slowly and I pulled my shirt off over my head, leaving it on the floor.
We didn’t speak.
He stood up slowly and followed me as I backed down the hallway to his room.
I slowly slid my jeans down, before turning around and sauntering away, sashaying my ass as his eyes watched.
I climbed on the bed and pushed my thong to the side, as I began to play with myself, moaning slightly as Gui walked into the room.
He froze as he saw what I was doing, just sitting there watching me. I dipped my fingers inside and arched my back, and he licked his lips.
I took my fingers out and licked them before motioning with them for him to come to me.
He wasted no time.
His pink lips met mine and he was reaching behind me to unclasp my bra, while I was pulling at his shirt. Finally he had my bra off, and he grasped my breast in his hand as he began to suck on my nipple, nibbling slightly.
I was already wet, and I wanted him to get in me, but I knew him, and he wouldn’t rush it.
He used his free hand to pull my thong off, and began to finger fuck me as his lips traveled down to my tummy as he worked his way down.
He didn’t stop his fingers as his lips met my lower lips, and he flicked his tongue across my clit. I moaned loud, and he sped up, until I came on his face. I could hear his lips smacking as he licked it all up, and then he let me taste myself as he undid his belt and zipper. He kissed me fervently, and finally, he was inside of me. He thrust fast and hard, and I was surprised because he usually went slowly at first, but he was rougher, and I loved it. Our bodies moved in sync as he rolled us over so I was on top, and I continued to give it to him. His hands were on my hips as he slammed me down onto him, and he was hard as fuck. I came again while on top, and he switched positions, putting me on my tummy so he could hit from the back.
Again, he went hard and fast and my screams grew louder as I felt him start to twitch inside me. He went deep the last 3 strokes before he pulled out, releasing on my ass. He got up and cleaned me off, and then cleaned himself. I went to pee, and then climbed back into the bed with him.
He pulled me close and became all mushy again. Typical.
I just tuned him out, and I started to fall asleep. I felt him kiss my neck, and then I was out.
At school, I had run into the bathroom to pee before class and I heard some girls come in after.
“Girl, Chris Brown is too fine. Is he still with that one chic? Cause I hear he isn’t.”
“Like you ever care if a guy is single or not!” another girl laughed.
“You’re right. I have gym with him.. Ima get his number today.”
“I already see you coming up to us after school. ‘Girl I got his number and got his dick wet.’ You a nasty bitch.” Her other friend laughed.
“You know they love us white girls cause of our head game… and he be flirting wit me in class anyways. He wants this.” She laughed loudly.
I stayed quiet, my blood boiling.
“Well after you done with him, if he packing, I want some of that black dick.”
“You can have it. I just want to try it once. Ride that Nigga like he ain’t never been ridden. I know over the summer he was practically handin the dick out… so I mean… I doubt he’s changed.”
The door opened and their voices faded down the hall.
So Chris really hadn’t changed much. I should have known. I mean, Chris is mine. Everyone knows it, to be fucking honest. These hoes just don’t care because Chris is a hoe. I mean, I knew he was… He is used to getting whatever he wants. But I’M the one.. I needed a way to keep him though. Because we weren’t married. We had no kids… yet.
I formed a plan in my head.
Chris had me stay with him since Keeis had broken into my house. I found his condom stash and took one, using a safety pin to poke a hole in it.
“Chris!” I yelled, and he walked out of the bathroom, fresh from the shower.
“Can you come help me?” I asked with a pouty face.
“With wha…” he looked over at me, and I was standing there naked. After school, I went with Tina to get my nipples pierced.
“They hurt a lil bit, and I figured you would know how to make them feel better.” I said smiling slightly.
He couldn’t speak, and his eyes hadn’t left my nipples. He just nodded as he walked over to me, slowly dropping the towel he had around his waist.
“When did you do this?” he asked.
“Today… do you like?”
I climbed onto his king size bed, and he followed suit.
“Let Dr. Brown have a look.”
I laid back and he grasped them gently in his hands. He brought his mouth down to them and flicked once and I tensed and then eased. It felt amazing. He kept going, and using his other free hand began to massage my clit with his thumb while using his middle finger to penetrate me. I grinded on his fingers as he continued to play with my nipples with his tongue alternating breasts.
“Fuck me already!” I moaned and I handed him the condom.
He wasted no time opening it and sliding it on him.
He entered me, and thrust deep, like he was angry. I loved it rough.
I spun myself on his dick so I was lying on my tummy with my ass up for him. He grabbed my hair and began to pump harder as I backed my ass up on him. His free hand gripped my hip, and I worked him. Soon he sped up, and I knew he was close to his nut.
“You have the condom on, stay in it.”
He just grunted, and I could feel myself leak all on him as he bust at the same time as me.
He stayed in it, trying to calm himself so he was able to move again, before actually getting up and out of me. I was fine with that… Better chance of getting pregnant.
We had a little bit left in our project, but it was due soon and I had to take Ashley to a last minute appointment the day before the project was turned in so I called Tina up last minute.
“Hey… I can’t finish the project Wednesday… can I swing by now and we go to the library and finish it? Sorry.”
“Yea… I’m ready whenever you want to go.”
I grabbed my stuff and headed to her crib.
At the library, we finished the last few slides, and she wanted to get ice cream, so we stopped at the small plaza in my hood.
We walked outside with the ice cream, enjoying the weather and just talking. Tina was someone I could see myself with, but she wasn’t tryna see me like that. I felt like she had to force herself to not like me. It was cool though, a Nigga could wait.
“But like I was saying, I really didn’t know the guys who did it. I wasn’t really into it back then.”
Tina was asking about Gui’s brother. I know a lot of people still wondered how all that shit went down, and to this day, I don’t even know for sure.
“I guess, if you don’t want to tell me.”
I turned around quickly and saw Mace, the leader of the gang who killed Gui’s brother. I was a part of the gang, but not heavy like. It was weird.. They needed me because of my connects, but Mace knew that I wasn’t cut for this life. He was good friends with my cousin, before he was killed, and he wanted me to get out of the streets.
But Mace never did play when it came to street shit.
“Be careful. I hear that some niggas are out here tonight… they tryna find you. I suggest you and ya girl get outta here. NOW.”
I nodded and pulled Tina.
She just nodded, eyes wide as I pulled her across the parking lot and Mace disappeared into his car and left, speeding off. We had just made it to my car, when I got shoved into the door, and Tina was knocked to the ground.